Thursday, 24 April 2014

I was happy but then

It's been a while that I sat down and blogged something like seriously. It would take some time to become a normal addictive blogger again, there's so much going in the real life. We'll be moving into a new house, my aunt would get married on my birthday and I'll finally start a new chapter of life.

Last month, I spent good times with music. But hey, nothing was actually good. I made a random playlist and whenever a sad song would come, I'd start crying. That was pretty unbearable. I removed every Lana Del Rey's song. Honestly, some of her songs make me sad for really no reason. Like, I don't have a life where I'd cut myself or suicide if someone called me ugly (I'd kill that bitch, preferably) or I have a terrible love life. Now I have started to make sure if I'm in such a happy mood, her songs shouldn't show up. So if  you see me in a happy mood during a travel and suddenly my eyes are teary, spot those earphones and playlist carrying her songs. I think sad songs aren't healthy for my good mood!

And yes, the books.
I remember when I first had "The fault in our stars" ebook, I was pretty excited to read. And I remember I was really happy. But then I started reading it. Yes yes I was happy when I started reading but then my feelings were heavy. Crying was obvious, John Green killed Augustus. And I spent all day WHY MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS ALWAYS DIE? Remember Sirius Blacks' death in Harry Potter? I'd never forgive J.K Rowling for that! And then my happiness would disappear for the whole day. Look, I'm this easy to feel sad. And there's an Urdu Novel called Amarbail, I read it for like 3 days, it was so long and in the end my favourite character (Who was a handsome angry man) died. And I was like, what? WHAT? NO YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME! I mean, my feelings were ruined!

Another example of "I was happy but then" is when I get an unfollow. Wow, that's the worst thing that can happen to a blogger. Why you unfollow? I wanna cry! My real life friends would never understand. And when I'd tell the reason of my sadness, they're like, "It's just one follower you lost and it's just a number." Excuse me, my followers are real people and you, my boy, are a disgrace! 

That's in total what gives me an instant sadness even in the happiest hours of my life. Maybe it's not that unusual and I am not the only one but still people around me (aka Noori) doesn't do it much.

Does anything give you an instant sadness?

Wednesday, 23 April 2014

I tried to celebrate Earth Day

22 was supposed to be Earth Day's celebration at the school and we were invited. I didn't know that we were going out of internet for all day long and the day could get really worse so I woke up to celebrate Mother Earth's special day. I was late and almost missed the bus but oh well. getting late is my old habit.

This all started with a parade. All kids were supposed to shout about Earth Day but some of them were shouting the country's political parties tag lines and I was like .. whaaaa? But anyway, the parade went fun. At least the part where we walked through the street and strangers waved at us was really fun. And I took selfies in the middle of 100 kids. Like, what a cool kid I am.


 These pretty faces! Noor and me.

 The real story starts now. Junior high kids started the program, wow. The speeches were.. wow. I was betrayed by my friends so I wanted to kill myself when the program started for real. The thing was that all of our friends group decided to come but NOBODY SHOWED UP except of a bunch of my class fellows. Well, if you've had this kinda lame friends in high school, you can totally understand what I'd feel. To be honest, the whole program was so damn boring. I knew it could be so boring but you can always have fun even in a graveyard if you have friends around but ah. 

Believe me, this shitty image quality is Noor's tablet's fault. My camera died.

The speeches were about Earth, triple Rs (Reduce, Reuse & Recycle) Finally I got this triple R theory. And suddenly there were craft projects talk everywhere that how to recycle and make things. I could feel Martha Stewart. And then, I fell asleep. The best thing happened to me. Again in the middle of 100 kids, I behaved like a cool kid. Actually, nobody noticed much except of Noori. And my disappointed level increased when there was no free food or wifi. 

The lesson of this story is never believe anyone, not even friends, if you're going to this kinda boring event. You could die of boredom because boredom is not healthy. And Earth day doesn't mean you're going to get free food, just some free banners and badges. Kay? And nobody can be so cool like me to sleep in the middle of so many people. So beware! And I'm not going to celebrate Earth Day's celebration again. Not even if I'm invited in my future kids' Earth day celebration. 

Did you celebrate Earth Day? Or ever been to this kinda sucky event?

Monday, 21 April 2014

Ummm hi?

And I'm finally walking in! Hi or hello? It's been a month that I typed a post or did something for my blog. I just completed my high school {Enter cheers here} and finally free from school-girl status. Exams went awesome but those days weren't easy, like Physics and Maths can never be my friends! So soon, you'll be hearing about my college adventures but there's still time. I have a 4 months vacation time. You know,  this ex-high school kiddo deserves this long break.. to sleep like a bear and behave like a good blogger!

I was away for one month but it seems so long now. Seriously, I have many stories to tell. So many good things to come. Look around, there's a new face of my blog. My design studio looks much better now. 

And guys you gotta bear with me in future posts because I'm gonna post THIS TON stuff of The Fault In Our Stars Movie. If you haven't read this book or watched the trailer, I'm going to disown you. But aar, let's be friends and you can watch the trailer. Okay? Okay. 

One of the best thing that happened to me was that I've learnt how not to care.
 To be honest, it's really easy to type that I DON'T CARE but in real life, it's hard as hell. Once learnt, you're free, hippie and happy. Sometimes, you shouldn't care. Write it down, oh these wise words. That's what the past month taught me, I'm glad. Yes, I don't care. And there are some messages in my inbox related to my blog, telling me what should I post on my blog and what I shouldn't. Sorry, I hate this kinda suggestions when it comes to my baby blog. 

 Peeps around me can get creepy CREEPY. I'll post what I want, it's my blog. Maybe you should bribe me with moolah so I can think (JK)

Wait, I know it's not enough. I wanna type type type until it's illegal to put this much words in one post. But I'll post everyday to cover each and everything I have in my mind. I had no idea what I'm going to post as my coming back post. I read the comments on last post I published in March, I was near tears or maybe a little tear fell off. Thanks guys for reading me in my past. For appreciating each and every little thing I did in bloggyland. Thanks a lot. I wanna get emotional here. BIG HUGS!

Tuesday, 4 March 2014

A fake kind of good bye

Yes. And I hate good byes.
So basically, this is a good bye post. Without going further, let me announce the real thing. I'm taking a break from blogging. If you're wondering, it's my finals are near and this girl needs to study. I wish I could tell you how much I didn't want to write this post. Because I hate good byes. Okay, I ain't crying but I am actually near tears. I'll possibly be back in April. 

The currently story of my life is: 
There are some books, books, more books and more & more books. Because books are good. I need good stuff around me for inspiration. And I am wearing wrinkled clothes. Because I believe in procrastination and this believe is getting stronger & after classes, I have no strength left to iron them. My playlist consists of funny and useless songs, hey they're pretty motivating for a bright study! And a sweet voiced mother. Try studying SO hard and you'll see your mother turning SO GOOD. Mothers never change.

I won't be posting on blog until the 20s of April but a little bit social media (I need to active my Instagram & Twitter) will be good for me. Don't even dare to forget me, it's just about 1 month and it's not a real good bye becaaaaaaaaaaaause I SO DAMN HATE GOOD BYES!! Send me good luck, THIS MUCH GOOD LUCK. The reason is obvious, I suck at Maths.
If the first picture of a doll's hairstyle bothers you, it's Eshaal's doll and her name is Barbie. Girls are typical. 

Tuesday, 25 February 2014

Grab A Friend #38

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This hop is for finding new friends & bloggy mates . So be sure to go and find yourself one . Hop over to at least three of the blogs. I am so happy cheery to see you all linking up with us every Tuesday . Yip-yip , you're rocking . 
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Q: If you could travel to any place around globe right now , where and WHY would you go?

Jenn : 
I've had an obsession with the thought of traveling through South America since my Junior Year of College. I took a Latin American Architecture and Art History Course and felt like I was living through all of my professors stories. I would love the idea of being able to backpack through trails in the mountains in Peru, visit fresh markets in Brazil, and soak up the sun on the coast of Argentina. I also have to check out Panama, one of my Grandfather's favorite places and where he lived for years before moving to the United States. I'll just take a sketchbook and trek around documenting all the beautiful things I see and people I meet. 


If it's about right now, I'd love to travel to Turkey. I'm obsessed to a Turkish drama series and I seriously want to meet some of those drama actors and see the places they're showing in the drama seriel.

I would travel to Australia. When I was 19, my brother, his wife and two children moved to Australia. They've not been back to England since and I've not been to visit them! My parents have travelled there 3 times but I've never been able to join them due to money, studies and work. They go for 6 weeks at a time and I could never afford to take that much time out! It's been almost 9 years since they moved, they have has two additional children in Australia that I'm dying to meet! I have 3 older brothers and the one that moved to Oz was the one I was closest to, I would baby sit my niece and nephew and they would stay at our house all the time. Now we only communicate though Facebook and Instagram, with the occasional Facetime chat when I'm at my parents house.

If I could go anywhere RIGHT NOW, I would pick somewhere tropical like Antigua! It seems so relaxing and warm and I'm feeling beach-y. (California has cold beach waters). Plus, I would be spoiled since we are going to Europe in 2 months!!


I'd like to travel to Australia right now because I need a grand vacation on beaches . Also , I'm craving summer so badly. So a quick Aussie holiday would be my fix.

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